It’s fun to flirt around and hang out with different people every now and then
But really, I would much prefer just someone to call me theirs and I’ll call that person mine
It feels like it’s too much to ask from a person like me
Can you tell me what happened last Friday night?
I can’t either. Too cray cray. Too down.
- I practically live at the LA LphiE house on the weekends now. Been sleeping over almost every weeeeeeek. But the bathrooms are horrid so I can never stay for more than a night, ew. Frat houses. Goodness.
- End of 8th week, wooo almost finals but I feel like I just finished midterms.
- I’m soooooooooo annoyed with this stuff. I just want the year to go by quickly so I can be done with it.
- I’m going to dye my hair brown soon. And when I get home, I’m planning on getting blonde in it too. Planning to.
- I CHOPPED OFF 3 INCHES OF MY HAIR TODAY. HOLY. I am never going to cut my own hair again. But at least it feels healthier, I guess.
- My favorite Korean boy band, B1A4, just came out with the cutest music video ever… it’s just… Jin Young unfff.
B1A4 - 잘자요 굿나잇 (Baby Good Night)
My most favorite part from the music video. I mean, just the way Jin Young looks at you… @__@
A soft kiss with tender lips
A slight gaze into my eyes
Hands rested on my waist
And only in this moment
I’m yours but you were
Never meant to be mine
I can’t text you “good morning.” I can’t call you. No good nights and sweet dreams. None of those phone calls we’d have when you’d take study breaks. I don’t want to have a conversation with you and yet when we do, you have to mention that you miss me. You have to call me a sweet heart, an angel even. Those endearing gestures used to melt my heart once but I am fed up with your words. Yeah, I deserve to be yours and I know that. You’re the one who doesn’t deserve to be mine. You’re the one who is letting me go and I am not looking back. You wouldn’t have to say that you miss me if you chose me. You wouldn’t have to be surprised when you realize that I still care. And if you really miss me, why don’t you ever do anything about it? That is what pisses me off the most about you; you don’t do anything to prove that your words are genuine, to prove that you actually mean what you say. All I ever want is to call out bullsh— on whatever you say.
It’s still very hard for me… but you make it easier for me every day.
My LA ΛΦΕ big bro is the best, I swear. There is a reason why he is my favorite.
He bought his 3 little sisses (from UCLA Theta Kappa Phi, USC Delta Phi Kappa, CSULA Kappa Zeta Phi) matching family letters! Mine is the KZΦ one. :)
I love him!!♥
“Every time you pray for someone, you are changing their destiny from darkness to light.”
He said to me, “Don’t change. I like you the way you are.”
I asked, “Why? There is nothing special about me.”
And to that he responded, “You are a sweetie pie. That is all. The world needs more people like you.”
